For those who doesn't know me, there is a lot of information about me somewhere to your left I guess, so take the time to read it ..
I'm off to a new beginning in my life, I'm starting a new chapter, and i would like to tell you why.
The last chapter in my life was really difficult, in every way. I was not moving forward in any kind of way, felt that i was writing, and then writing, and I felt like I was reading the same thing, and then I realized that;
You can’t move forward, if you don’t know where you’re headed to.
I used to feel that I was missing out on many things, I used to wonder why people see things in me, that I never saw in myself, things I couldn’t see.
But I came to terms with the fact, that I should set a goal, and work hard, and with passion to reach it, a goal that is not material. Because If I make loads of money, I will die one day, and I can’t take that with me, but I could make something, make history, make something people will talk about, people will get inspired because of it, this is why, I insist on my being my own role model, I don’t want to follow any success story, and I want to make my own story a success, and I don’t thrive to be anyone’s idol.
My motto in life was and always be, to remember that you have to seize the day, trusting as little as possible in the future, and to remember your mortality and to create, and never imitate.
What’s my target? What’s my ultimate goal? I don’t know, No one can ever know. Because when you’re dedicated to what you’re doing, when you’re passionate about what you’re doing, success comes along, and no matter how high I reach, there is always higher, I will always keep climbing, and I know it’s not going to be easy, to keep climbing, because I will definitely fall at some point, but it’s not about how hard I hit the ground, and it’s about how high I can bounce back.
And love, I know I’m young, probably will be going through tougher and more mature relationships, but AMY WINEHOUSE once said: “Love is a losing game, one I wish I never played”. And this pretty much sums it up.
And everything I’m about to do, I’m not doing it just for me, I’m doing it for the people who didn’t believe me, who believed I’ll fail, and placed a bet on that. Not that I have anything to prove, but success has a better taste this way.